Wednesday 2 June 2010

unmap/swallow the duvet

wondering how to make people interested in my blog
does it matter?
or if i don't want to have a blog


should i write about a party i went to last week?
i will

what is '0 comments'?

should i write about a christian man who spoke with me?
his hands looked like deer hooves
he kept saying the word 'love'
there was a bulge in his corduroy crotch

blog
going to eat breakfast while saying blog
blog blog
forcing muesli in my mouth and saying blog
feel hungry
i'm really good at breakfast
going to become the superintendent of breakfast or something
not sure what that means
i'm tired of breakfast
fuck's sake
i'm sick of hearing about breakfast's plans for the weekend
breakfast is a disgusting slut
going to fire breakfast for turning up drunk wearing lipstick
breakfast has told its last racist joke
i have a friend who got fired from work for calling a black male a crack dealer

nothing is as beautiful as a busted open knee
might never eat breakfast again
i feel bad
i feel like swallowing coins
so that i can later sit in a hospital waiting room
and try to touch people

today my plans include movement and the making of small sounds
today i am going to really try my best to woo the postman
girls are not supposed to woo
girls are supposed to bleed
and they are supposed to hide the bleeding with cotton bullets

trying to write more
trying to send writing to more people
okay okay

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